tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21117526602252442632024-02-21T02:00:58.508-06:00In the Frame"Photography is about finding out what can happen in the frame. When you put four edges around some facts, you change those facts." - Garry Winograndsunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.comBlogger33125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-52090589392957827802013-04-17T15:15:00.001-05:002013-04-17T15:17:52.514-05:00Linguistic Musings<br />
I absolutely love language. To the point where I get distracted from the thesis of an article or textbook--or person in front of me--because of something in their language that catches my cognitive fancy. It's unfortunate; there are times when it has caused problems, and I am definitely not advocating this as a legitimate attention deficiency excuse, but it can be a nice way to pass the time if one has nothing else to do. Oddly enough, I have recently found myself in just such situations with nothing else to do, and I have discovered that it is one of my quirkier habits to consider, ruminate, and meditate on words. I have also had a lot of time to read nearly anything I wish or desire, and have indulged my literacy with pretty much everything I have come across. It has not always been a pleasant journey--some people are freaks, and fewer than I imagined are good writers, even when their points are accurate and valuable.<br />
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That said, I have also discovered in my ruminations an irrational like and dislike of certain words apart from their inherent or intrinsic meaning, such as 'colleague' or 'fungus' or 'cigarette' or 'crux.' Some of these I avoid at all costs because I can't say them without cringing, and people tend to get a little confused when you cringe at something in an otherwise innocuous sentence and then are subsequently disturbed when you explain that the reason for it was due to your imagining that the word 'colleague' is somehow anthropomorphically snobbish towards the words 'acquaintance' or 'friend.' Why? I have no idea. It's a perfectly good, specific, <i>useful</i> word in the contexts for which it was created, but I will almost always substitute 'co-worker' instead.<br />
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The converse of this irrational dislike is the equally irrational love I have for words, such as 'crux,' which I will throw in a conversation at any opportunity (that actually makes sense) because it gives me an internal thrill to hear it spoken. It's a little more difficult since crux is a fairly uncommon word in everyday usage anymore, but I seize it when the opportunity presents itself, and then move on quickly when the person to which I'm speaking looks at me like a thing never to engage in conversation again. Here, look at this picture of a Corgi pup and keep talking to me:<br />
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Ok, I know what you're thinking at this point, and no, I'm not crazy. Most of these inclinations towards or against specific words are just things I think about and keep inside my own head for my own contemplation. Except, of course, when I share it on the internet for the amusement of blog readers. However, this impulse towards words apart from their meanings is not an isolated phenomenon. <br />
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It's comparable, if further down the irrationality scaled, to the concept of '<a href="http://www.slate.com/articles/life/the_good_word/2013/04/word_aversion_hate_moist_slacks_crevice_why_do_people_hate_words.html">word aversion</a>,' where a speaker avoids the usage of a word based on the feeling of <a href="http://www.cracked.com/blog/6-words-we-should-ban-because-they-make-me-uncomfortable/">physical shape of that word</a> in the mouth, such as '<a href="http://languagelog.ldc.upenn.edu/nll/?p=4389">moist.</a>' There are so many articles about this phenomenon around the internet, with so many comments from readers about how they thought they were the only ones and please add these words, etc., etc., that I have to wonder: how long has this been going on? and how many different variations on this theme exists?<br />
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I wonder if this is how the art of language began--there are cognitive studies being conducted now to determine how we humans glean meaning from language, where that meaning came from in the past development of the species, and why it didn't develop in others, and you know what? Scientists (as yet) have no idea. On page 2 of his book, <i><a href="http://www.amazon.com/Louder-Than-Words-Science-Meaning/dp/0465028292/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1366228264&sr=1-1&keywords=0465028292">Louder Than Words</a></i>, (2012) author Benjamin Bergen uses a scientific observation about the intelligent action of polar bears covering their noses to hunt seals in order to introduce the depth at which we derive meaning, from the recognition of words like 'bear,' 'hunting,' 'seals,' and 'noses' to the understanding that this behavior is incredibly evocative for in terms of cognition studies (are they aware that their noses give them away or is it an accidental evolutionary advantage?) to the point where we "virtually "see" the arctic scene in our mind's eye," and while no mention of color is ever explicitly made, we fill in implied details of color from the implicit description of the whiteness of the Arctic landscape and polar bear's fur in contrast to the blackness of their noses. Why? How do we derive this virtual picture from words on a page? Well, that is "the mystery of meaning," as he says, and is also his way of explaining the point of his book as well as the research that led to it.<br />
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He doesn't talk about word aversion, or its variations, but I wonder if it's related. Also, I wonder if it's similar to what makes poetry work. What is it about the organization of words and the way they flow out of the mouth that makes Bernard de Ventadorn and Shakespeare and Taylor Mali so engaging and pleasing to the ear? Is it just the meaning? or rhythm? I don't think so, but I haven't formulated a theory yet...<br />
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Something to ruminate on, I suppose.sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-90646074242913027662012-03-19T14:20:00.002-05:002012-03-19T15:46:17.947-05:00On Sean NosThis past Thursday makes the 3 week mark since I started learning the steps for sean nos (or "old style" Irish) dancing. I have played music for a lot of different types of dancing, and while I have enjoyed almost all of those, I have absolutely loved sean nos since the first time I saw a video of it -- a home video of lady named Emma O'Sullivan tearing it up at a dance festival. It looked a lot like this:<br /><br /><iframe width="560" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/OTk8u5oE7L4" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br />She is still my favorite dancer in this style, and if I ever get to meet her or study with her, I might explode or something, or at least think in all exclamation points. like this: !!!!!! Anyway, since I've started trying to learn this stuff, I realize all over again how isolated we are in mostly small town America--6 hour (drive) from anywhere, and quite a bit further to find a sean nos dance teacher. So, I have been watching all the youtube videos I can find of anyone teaching anything about sean nos. God bless the internet... I've also noticed a few things about dancing and dancers that I find fascinating.<br /><br />You know, set dancing is all about the geometry of everyone working together, meeting people, socializing, and sean nos is about enjoying life, through the music, with your feet. I love both of them, and as soon as I can last through an entire set, I'll start dancing those too, but sean nos will always have a special place in my heart, probably as number one. One of the reasons is that this dance<span style="font-style:italic;"> is</span> what you make it: it can be as simple or as complicated as you wish. It can just as easily be stepping on the beat as it can be adding in whatever fancy footwork a performer comes up with--because it's more about the groove than it is about showing off or doing more and different steps. For example, here's the real thing coming from dancer/musician Tom King (c. 1970s):<br /><br /><iframe width="420" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/svZvAfGQ3J4" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br />He's not using that many steps, but what he's doing with it is simply<span style="font-style:italic;"> rocking.</span> and <span style="font-style:italic;">fun.</span> In the short time I've been doing this, I've had someone come up to me--no matter where I'm doing the steps--and want to participate because it looked like so much fun. They also were quite certain they would never be able to do it, but just wanted to be involved. I have taught more people the basic step than I ever thought possible, just because it is what you want it to be, and if it were any more beautiful, I think I'd have to cry.<br /><br />Ahem.<br /><br />A lot of this dance is very improvisational, too. Instead of really choreographing something, a dancer learns a kind catalogue of steps and then mixes and matches them to whatever tune the musicians are playing. Because of this, the dance really melds with the music in a way that few other dances do. Check out this video of Aidan Vaughan dancing and the interaction between the feet and the accents in the tune by accordion player Matt Cunningham:<br /><br /><iframe width="420" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/DhKiDyPEFBE" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br />or this one of Michael O'Brien and Sean Leahy playing for an unnamed sean nos dancer:<br /><br /><iframe width="420" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/E5T6lFy1g4o" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br />and another of Emma O'Sullivan:<br /><br /><iframe width="420" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/svUdrE5vXa0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br />I see four musicians, but only John Gerard & Marie Walsh are named--sorry! Actually, it's rather hard to sit here and write about it--I want to be up dancing it!<br /><br />Although, it is at this point, I should point out that is it not advised to go from zero to dancing constantly without adding in some exercises and stretches. I have noticed in the past 3 weeks, my feet have changed shape (in a good way), but they also understandably lack a lot of the muscle that is needed to dance constantly. I've found and implemented a routine of foot exercises, along with yoga for other body muscles and tension, and it has made a huge difference (in the day and half I've been doing it... which should say something.) If anyone experiences the same thing, here are some of the videos I've found that have helped: <br /><br /><iframe width="420" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/nIFS-Myco24" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br /><br /><iframe width="420" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/u5ZD2luU7qk" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br /><br /><iframe width="420" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/k4PAdVc9sZk" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br />I think there were a few more, but these basic ones were the most helpful to start with. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />And, one more of Emma to end with, because she's my hero, and I love it:<br /><br /><iframe width="420" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/QTnq4V6ncxw" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-14361508452220844682011-10-30T11:29:00.004-05:002011-10-30T12:33:03.571-05:00AdmissionI unashamedly adore Patrick Stewart. <br /><br />When I was a kid, my dad and brother watched Star Trek Next G on a regular basis, and I remember being altogether bored with whatever was going on, mostly because if it didn't tell stories accompanied by a rousing singable melody, I didn't follow it. The exception to this was anything that involved Sir Patrick. I not only loved his voice--the patterns it made as he acted, the timbre, the range, content--but also thought that he was really cute. <br /><br />Part of this reaction was some crazy movie watching code I strictly held to as a kid, one whole section of which was that you loved the good guy and hated the bad guy. However, I soon out that the voice put me in a difficult position on the love/hate scale, because if an actor had a good voice, I couldn't truly hate them as a bad guy, and I automatically loved them as a good guy. Patrick Stewart obviously falling on the good guy scale at the top--Capt. Picard being the comforting leader character with all the answers delivered in a delightfully dignified way. Alan Rickman in <span style="font-style:italic;"><a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0102744/">Quigley Down Under</a></span> falling on the complete bad guy side. I knew I was supposed to hate him according to my code that was totally made up and of mysterious kid-type origins, but because his voice was... his voice, I <span style="font-style:italic;">couldn't</span> hate him, and it gave me no end of identity crises. <br /><br />Watching movies is serious business in our family. But I digress.<br /><br />The other reason for the adoration of Patrick Stewart as a kid is that he was so cute. I remember thinking that if this is what men look like as they grow older, why on Earth do they complain about going bald? Seriously. It wasn't flattery, and I was confused for a number of years about it until I confronted my dad about it, who took it all in stride and gave a straight answer. God bless him. I have no conscious memory of this, but as a gangly 10-11ish year old looking around at equally gangly 10-11 year old, it doesn't seem that surprising to me that I thought Patrick Stewart so much cuter than boys my age. <br /><br /><br />Enough memory lane. I have recently been looking up Mr. Stewart, the internet being particularly handy for this, and I am even more impressed with him than I was as a kid. It's kind of fascinating, because seriously, who or what else can you say that you liked as a kid that is equally cool and impressive as an adult? And, yes, I still think he's really cute. In fact, that part's a little creepy, because, (it's not just me on this one), he looks almost unchanged since Next G. Check it out:<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjaYcbFlY_ZQ8c3oFqxzAcEsImc3DJjVsg3DjyAuBOI7eKQEg14UL7Ukl2J9w0EZR2zDsfEijTyQZrapL37GAD2n4cspriTU3HEuEsTKpsb7cHTYULe1t7c3-IAhifbLz4Stvbw3ywuQHw/s1600/%2524%2528KGrHqUOKo4E25wQGVymBN7bh%2521GGhQ%257E%257E0_3.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 160px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjaYcbFlY_ZQ8c3oFqxzAcEsImc3DJjVsg3DjyAuBOI7eKQEg14UL7Ukl2J9w0EZR2zDsfEijTyQZrapL37GAD2n4cspriTU3HEuEsTKpsb7cHTYULe1t7c3-IAhifbLz4Stvbw3ywuQHw/s200/%2524%2528KGrHqUOKo4E25wQGVymBN7bh%2521GGhQ%257E%257E0_3.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5669334113974399058" /></a><br />c. 1990 <br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiqun21KUTd3e5uDdn1Cg6R_ESijVpgtn4__BT4tzCzGtk7Df_Lxou_Clh2rsoN7D9hCAD5CZqRPekqMjkwwOBWzC1l51_vjYvbc1OPqBorkhj2lqc0LBRC-bc_DHjYz6uzClGzM8rSPfM/s1600/Patrick%252BStewart%252BPremiere%252BTouchstone%252BPictures%252BUb1YpKnEHhMl.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 134px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiqun21KUTd3e5uDdn1Cg6R_ESijVpgtn4__BT4tzCzGtk7Df_Lxou_Clh2rsoN7D9hCAD5CZqRPekqMjkwwOBWzC1l51_vjYvbc1OPqBorkhj2lqc0LBRC-bc_DHjYz6uzClGzM8rSPfM/s200/Patrick%252BStewart%252BPremiere%252BTouchstone%252BPictures%252BUb1YpKnEHhMl.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5669334271279037186" /></a><br />2011<br /><br />Weird, right? Anyway, as an adult that can separate such things, I actually am more impressed with him as an actor than I was with him as a character. In every interview I see him in, or quote that I find of him, in every way he embodies dignity, grace, humility, and all those potentially ingratiating terms until you see him give it. Here's what he has to say about playing Picard:<br /><br /><blockquote>"[I had a letter] from a Las Vegas police sergeant. He wasn't asking for anything, he just wrote and said how much the show meant to him, and that he loved his work but there were many times when it made him very low and very despairing about society. When that happens, I go home and watch The Next Generation and it restores my belief that the world will get better."*</blockquote><br /><br />also, unbelievably:<br /><blockquote>"When it first started, I didn't think that I would survive beyond the pilot. I did not unpack; I didn't see the point. I thought the producers would come to their senses and realize they'd made a grave error in casting me. I was certain that I'd be on my way back to London...Eventually, it became clear to me that not only wasn't I going to go away, the series wasn't going to go away. I stayed, and have relished every moment."*</blockquote><br /><br />Similar to this, in the "Star Trek: Captain's Summit," Stewart tells both these stories and explains how little he understood the Star Trek following when he took the role, but has been grateful for his inclusion in the club since then. Here's a clip:<br /><br /><iframe width="560" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/z9G5ciMqFNM" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br />Also, look at his list of movies he's been involved with:<br /><br />http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0001772/<br /><br />On that list? just in the last few years: Family Guy, Lego Universe, <span style="font-style:italic;">Gnomio and Juliet</span> for crying out loud, TNMT, X-men, Bambi (a sequel, no less), Chicken Little--I mean, that an actor of this quality would agree to take roles like this at his age and fame, and even with his preference for theater, I can't help but be more impressed.<br /><br />Ok, I will leave you on one last quote about having taken roles of both Star Trek's Picard and X-Men's Prof. Xavier:<br /><br /><blockquote>"Having played many roles of scientific intellect I do have an empathy for that world. It's been hard on me because flying the Enterprise for seven years in Star Trek and sitting in Cerebro in X-men has led people to believe that I know what I'm talking about. But I'm still trying to work out how to operate the air conditioning unit on my car."*</blockquote><br /><br />How could you not love that?<br />(By the way, I'm watching Star Trek as I'm writing this. My inner geek is very happy.) <br /><br /><br />*all quotes from http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0001772/bio#quotessunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-83745023580201138052011-02-21T20:48:00.004-06:002011-02-21T21:30:46.933-06:00In Remembrance: Love and GriefA <a href="http://t.co/F4eCuHu">very good friend</a> of mine died this weekend. A great man, husband, father, grandfather, and friend. I was not there, and I will not be able to go to the funeral to say goodbye, or to give the family my support. For me, there is no heavier loss than that. This is grief. <br /><br />You know, I've noticed that this country does not allow for mourning anymore. To cry, to grieve, to mourn are seen as indecent behavior in our society. In fact, we almost don't even know what it is anymore to grieve, or how important it is. I noticed it when my grandparents died. When I mentioned it, people were embarrassed and hastened to change subjects away from people I loved and lost. Or worse, they would act as though death was an instantaneous act of letting go: "I'm sorry for your loss. Let them go, now, and move on." <br /><br />The fact they are referred to as "lost" was always confusing to me: they <span style="font-style:italic;">aren't</span> lost; I know exactly where they are, and the problem is that it's not <span style="font-style:italic;">here</span>. Grieving is part of loving. It's not indecent and shouldn't be treated as such. The more you capacity you have to love, the more grief it produces in letting go. Someone I loved is referred to in past tense, and it rips my heart in pieces. You don't stop loving, but it's part of the process, and to shortchange it is disrespectful to those who now exist in memory. <br /><br />My friend Bill was one of the most amazing people I ever had the honor to meet. I actually knew him better than I knew his sons that are my age. We talked, joked, laughed, attended the same church, participated in all sorts of town events, and I think of his family as an extension of my own. He was one of the few that embodied what it means to follow my religion, and only in knowing him better did I learn what it meant for me. I grieve for the inevitable heartache left behind in his absence; we are very selfish about death, you know. If I could have changed places with him, I would in a heartbeat. Then <span style="font-style:italic;">I</span> wouldn't hurt this much. But it doesn't work like that, and he is not hurting anymore. What a relief that must be to experience. I know there is really nothing one can say or do to make the process easier, but at least to his family: know that you are not alone and many, many hearts/minds/prayers are with you today and forever.<br /><br />"<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jimmy_Durante">Goodnight, Mr. Bueermann--wherever you are.</a>"sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-57837418799852737002011-01-02T13:30:00.002-06:002011-01-02T14:59:04.415-06:00"Crooked Sensibilities;" The FirstThe first tune I ever wrote I heard one night and after digging it out of my ears, gave to my friend and teacher for his birthday--which is today as well, oddly enough. Weird. Anyway, I had thought to let him title it (since he's really good at it, and I'm terrible at it), but on his insistence, I started working out something that might hint at wit or at least not embarrass him...<br /><br />Ahem, anyhow, what we landed on was "Richard's Ride," and it has a back story. It refers to the legend of an ancestor that was granted all the land he cross in a day while on the back of a bull. I'll save the crux of the story for <a href="http://coyotebanjo.blogspot.com/">himself</a>, since he tells it better, but you get you get the idea. It seemed to fit since I was already giggling at the "crookedness" of the tune that I tried so hard to write squarely and evenly.<br /><br />To my teacher on his birthday, and hopefully so he can get a kick out of it while en route to far away places:<br /><br /><br /><div xmlns='http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml'><p/><br/><a target='_blank' href='http://www.box.net/index.php?rm=box_download_shared_file&blog&file_id=f_584151368&shared_name=jpxk5qv9ho'>Richards Ride.mp3</a><object align='middle' id='player_v04' height='52' width='364' codebase='https://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,0,0' classid='clsid:d27cdb6e-ae6d-11cf-96b8-444553540000'><param value='sameDomain' name='allowScriptAccess'/><param value='http://www.box.net//static/flash/mp3player_player.swf?playlistURL=http://www.box.net/index.php?rm=box_v2_mp3_player_shared%26_playlist%26shared_name=jpxk5qv9ho%26node=f_584151368' name='movie'/><param value='high' name='quality'/><param value='#ffffff' name='bgcolor'/><param value='transparent' name='wmode'/><embed pluginspage='http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer' type='application/x-shockwave-flash' allowScriptAccess='sameDomain' align='middle' name='player_v04' height='52' width='364' bgcolor='#ffffff' quality='high' src='http://www.box.net//static/flash/mp3player_player.swf?playlistURL=http://www.box.net/index.php?rm=box_v2_mp3_player_shared%26_playlist%26shared_name=jpxk5qv9ho%26node=f_584151368' wmode='transparent'/></object></div>sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-62781108115814111092010-12-24T19:03:00.000-06:002010-12-24T19:12:42.476-06:00Crochetin' A Storm, and Thinking of Beloved PeopleSo I went to my aunt's for Thanksgiving, and we did what we love to do: talk about crafts, play games, tease each other, have a grand 'ole time. One of the things all we women are really into is crocheting/knitting, of which I am really the least of the family, so when we get together it is always great fun to see what everyone is working on, and with, who they're going to give it or what they're making it for, etc., etc. I love it! This year my aunt sent us home with (or shipped because it ended up being too much for airplanes) a box of fun odds n' ends yarn. It's been like Christmas early, only we think of her every time we get it out and plan projects. <br /><br />I've been making hats, because it's pretty, and there's just enough of most different types to make a hat and be done! It is such fun. I planned out everyone I thought might want one and <span style="font-style:italic;">still</span> have extra! Which is a new thing for me. So I said what do I do with 'em if I don't have anybody to give it to? What's the fun in that? Half the fun of making something is the thought of them using/wearing it once you're done. <br /><br />However, I was reminded this week as I wrapped my presents how many people go without in this world and realized what I had been missing: there are infinite people to make things for. I have spent the last few days looking for charities that give homemade things to people that need them, and it is so exciting--I want to just crochet forever now! Anyway, I'm including some of the sites I found:<br /><br /><a href="http://www.hats4thehomeless.org/">Hats for the Homeless</a><br /><a href="http://www.freewebs.com/knit4charities/">Knit for Charities</a><br /><a href="http://www.afghansforafghans.org/index.html">Afghans for Afghans</a><br /><br />and the metasites:<br /><br /><a href="http://www.dailycrocheter.com/charity.php">Daily Crocheter</a><br /><a href="http://www.crochetnmore.com/123charitylinks.htm">Crochet and More</a><br /><br />I'll include some pictures as soon as I've finished a few more of the hats.sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-55231011252794869402010-12-15T23:03:00.001-06:002010-12-15T23:13:35.946-06:00"Crooked Sensibilities"<div xmlns='http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml'><p>So I'm going try something I've never done here before. This past Monday we hosted a ceili at our session pub (bar), and I, for the second time in my life, played one of my tunes that I've written. I feel silly (and more than a little embarrassed) doing it, but I've started sharing them with people because I think it gives them a laugh as well. <br /><br />This is the second of about six that I tried very hard to put in perfect 4/4 time signature. You can tell how well it worked... By the way, I have given up trying to accomplish this. Anyhow, I wrote this one in memory of the ruined Connemara farms never repopulated from the famine era exodus. It remains one of the most moving images to me, and this tune was a first attempt to represent that in music. I don't know if it really worked, but here it is. </p><br/><a target='_blank' href='http://www.box.net/index.php?rm=box_download_shared_file&blog&file_id=f_571968330&shared_name=orlulmilki'>Unbidden Memory.mp3</a><object align='middle' id='player_v04' height='52' width='364' codebase='https://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,0,0' classid='clsid:d27cdb6e-ae6d-11cf-96b8-444553540000'><param value='sameDomain' name='allowScriptAccess'/><param value='http://www.box.net//static/flash/mp3player_player.swf?playlistURL=http://www.box.net/index.php?rm=box_v2_mp3_player_shared%26_playlist%26shared_name=orlulmilki%26node=f_571968330' name='movie'/><param value='high' name='quality'/><param value='#ffffff' name='bgcolor'/><param value='transparent' name='wmode'/><embed pluginspage='http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer' type='application/x-shockwave-flash' allowScriptAccess='sameDomain' align='middle' name='player_v04' height='52' width='364' bgcolor='#ffffff' quality='high' src='http://www.box.net//static/flash/mp3player_player.swf?playlistURL=http://www.box.net/index.php?rm=box_v2_mp3_player_shared%26_playlist%26shared_name=orlulmilki%26node=f_571968330' wmode='transparent'/></object></div><br /><br />below is one of the few images I took of the place itself (I couldn't photograph the farms; it seemed disrespectful):<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7PN2q_Glkru4X0AXIt4tuo4NJHCPldRRBDJZBmMFWAk6q26MGoEYKkyQCSFIFqh3TzKTNtk2F9d8VWOjuKTnK4TGq9FXABFFOfqDCexmb78wHd0p2VkOWa6Cf8inL-mLScsM7Ih1bPyY/s1600/connemara4.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7PN2q_Glkru4X0AXIt4tuo4NJHCPldRRBDJZBmMFWAk6q26MGoEYKkyQCSFIFqh3TzKTNtk2F9d8VWOjuKTnK4TGq9FXABFFOfqDCexmb78wHd0p2VkOWa6Cf8inL-mLScsM7Ih1bPyY/s400/connemara4.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5551141125289712466" /></a>sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-71202283987148673702010-12-15T22:39:00.003-06:002010-12-15T22:44:10.638-06:00Dhyāna Series: Photo 11<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhAioctaAkCxNnqD0JwxP8oTW5C8uc71kjycEPhe-Us6BGg4yxrULIj9-D1JNCoUGG43c4GZLIE8XvFlsNa8Na2uSzNU6epGbOAmytP3K4K4VhKFT5c3fQcbGjrIIaKDisHCTQ9WYxnu-A/s1600/74318_1594529396528_1634738689_1329829_7324937_n.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhAioctaAkCxNnqD0JwxP8oTW5C8uc71kjycEPhe-Us6BGg4yxrULIj9-D1JNCoUGG43c4GZLIE8XvFlsNa8Na2uSzNU6epGbOAmytP3K4K4VhKFT5c3fQcbGjrIIaKDisHCTQ9WYxnu-A/s400/74318_1594529396528_1634738689_1329829_7324937_n.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5551135654870062882" /></a><br /><br /><br />I've never been much of one in front of the lens, but behind it, I find the meeting place of philosophy and meditation. I find this more valuable than I could say.sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-48233301089034273852010-11-23T09:32:00.002-06:002010-11-29T22:57:41.767-06:00Dhyāna Series: Photo 10<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4L_M_gajd0TcU-QET_fZTyGzhjLfI1DTatmhVsoPRtOHENjgisszP-hSWvbyR4JOQmEuuxG-r-WkNJ8WK1bA1ecUy4FlHg6Z6V31hPn-VrUUZdpjD5UZ9FjkF3YXuERpOBAjruHg7-aY/s1600/IMG_9717-17.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4L_M_gajd0TcU-QET_fZTyGzhjLfI1DTatmhVsoPRtOHENjgisszP-hSWvbyR4JOQmEuuxG-r-WkNJ8WK1bA1ecUy4FlHg6Z6V31hPn-VrUUZdpjD5UZ9FjkF3YXuERpOBAjruHg7-aY/s400/IMG_9717-17.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5542769411388766834" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I have a love/hate relationship with Autumn. Impermanence, colors, changing of the seasons--Spring and Fall always seem like the environmental symbol of transience to me: <br /><br />In a falling world<br />Blustering multitudes,<br />a single leaf.sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-6942574387497329272010-11-14T23:23:00.000-06:002010-11-14T23:56:27.133-06:00Toughest Puppy Ever... or He Might Get Us Both Killed.Ok, so this is the story of how my beloved puppy (weighing in at a grand total of 7 pounds while standing all of 6" off the ground) managed to totally piss off the dog down the way that is nearly three times his size and at<span style="font-style:italic;"> least</span> that in weight. [<span style="font-style:italic;">aside: no one was hurt in the course of these events, because if they did, the author would not be here to relate it and the author's mother--given the current level of fear of dogs anyway--would be forced to become a hermitic house-troll, which is a shame because she's really fun to be around.</span>]<br /><br />Now, my little (barely) 8 month old puppy is, of course, very tough and overly fond of bravely "protecting" me. At least in our own yard. surrounded by fences. and with me watching. (Sometimes tough puppies also have run back really quickly and prove their toughness from "someone's" lap, but that is just so no one sneaks up on you; it's, ahem, for <span style="font-style:italic;">your</span> protection only.) This is the puppy I'm describing. By the way, Dachshunds have this quirky need to have the last word as well. <br /><br />Anyhow, this puppy decided to pick a tough talk fight with the big dogs a few doors down--nothing new, just go outside and have a mean mouth contest and go about business. Except that this day, my Little Man says something too far... and then can't stop himself--must have last word, so this is a little how it went:<br /><br />Little Man: wuf.<br /><br />crazy psycho dog across the way: BARKBARKBARKBARKYAPholyfreakingcow,gonnabustyourlightsoutBARKBARKBARKBARKBARK... bark bark. bark.<br /><br />LM: woof.<br /><br />Psycho dog: redoubled barking in volume and rate.<br /><br />LM: [looks back through the fence mildly interested until the pause] wuf.<br /><br />PD: now has a hernia and is at risk for heart attack... just kidding. sort of.<br /><br />But he did get more and more pissed off with each repetition (not that it's not annoying as hell, by the way, when it's you Dachshunds do this to, so I completely understand, but still). He starts pawing the ground and kicking up dirt with his back feet, and hitting "that range" in the bark, and I moved from absentminded, "no, Baby, we don't bark at people in their own yards" to saying, "um, Coop... Let the wookie win." <br /><br />"woof."<br /><br />and dog down the way started doing his best to leap, climb, scale--anything to get through the fence at us, and finally made it to the neighbor's yard before my little hero decided discretion was indeed (finally) the better part of valor, and maybe we should go inside. I was totally with him, and we did. with one last:<br /><br />"woof."<br /><br />Little stubborn shit, I swear... and the poor dog and my Little Man still exchange words when they're out together; neither one can stand to let the other win, I guess. It's a good thing lessons in life come up like this so we can learn from them... I no longer go with him.sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-56006646129492758042010-11-02T12:00:00.000-05:002010-11-02T12:01:13.312-05:00Dhyāna Series: Photo 9I haven't been feeling very peaceful lately, so this actually the anti-dhyāna, or "what not to look for" post. or in other words: chaos.<br /><br />From the concert recently that I had the opportunity to photograph, and I guess my tripod tipped during the capture. You can just distinguish the faces through the "fire," but I actually thought this was the coolest photo I took. It so perfectly captured my frustration, not associated with the concert or anyone in it, just life.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiNBVhWCjZ6XAKAM8HqhnL8TUA3CIFK3rXoJst6NRAE30CEJnfVhYfmX32VZNBAJriKE-rC3Cz6KGSXT6eR_zBnVfp8-OUCWKa5S7BtFZJ96UwvxX3l3p-8uhm4dXdk5OKUhGOn7KTt9ts/s1600/IMG_9470-42.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiNBVhWCjZ6XAKAM8HqhnL8TUA3CIFK3rXoJst6NRAE30CEJnfVhYfmX32VZNBAJriKE-rC3Cz6KGSXT6eR_zBnVfp8-OUCWKa5S7BtFZJ96UwvxX3l3p-8uhm4dXdk5OKUhGOn7KTt9ts/s400/IMG_9470-42.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5534996561514965298" /></a><br /><br />Last night at session, I said to Sensei, referring to recent experience, "that must've been your personal version of hell." He responded, "It certainly had some purgatorial qualities."<br /><br />I think mine would have to be the doctor's office with all the crooked picture frames. (I do mean <span style="font-style:italic;">all</span>, and this is including frame, mat, and picture alike... gah.)sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-67806111304126704872010-10-19T22:39:00.002-05:002010-10-29T18:03:11.913-05:00Dhyāna Series: Photo 8Haven't done one of these in a while... sorry.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgomuTxLKxlhdZvk6UBN0-j6S9aJbQ4rA82RZ6pAFYOkk2M2fdSmum5O8-gHynYIbPxWAKsjU_lBFTEtwFwoOyZbJHuM5E55J03K_23k3OD7eWHV7tuxv8bMIfEVsqntbS8l82omRFo6K4/s1600/Dhyana+8.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgomuTxLKxlhdZvk6UBN0-j6S9aJbQ4rA82RZ6pAFYOkk2M2fdSmum5O8-gHynYIbPxWAKsjU_lBFTEtwFwoOyZbJHuM5E55J03K_23k3OD7eWHV7tuxv8bMIfEVsqntbS8l82omRFo6K4/s400/Dhyana+8.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5533606839541219442" /></a><br /><br />This is my companion, my sweet baby, my conscience, and my life. He tells me to stop worrying; he tells me when I need to stop working and when to go back; he lets me know that life is wonderful just to have a squeaky toy and a yard to play in; <br /><br />I am remarkably grateful for him. <br /><br />He is also the world-champion sleeper...sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-17085114979744640802010-10-17T10:08:00.007-05:002010-10-17T10:29:01.287-05:00Peter Horan, 1926-2010: He Will Be MissedTreasuring my second night, locked in an after-hours pub session, in Ireland more than ever today with the loss of a good man, fiddle, and flute player:<br /><br />http://www.mudcat.org/thread.cfm?threadid=132877&messages=2<br /><br /><object width="361" height="280"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/_0CTHmQ2Jus?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/_0CTHmQ2Jus?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><object width="361" height="280"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/tu4DciCeff4?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/tu4DciCeff4?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><object width="361" height="280"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/aPf3CCBCgs8?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/aPf3CCBCgs8?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><br />Thanks for the memories.sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-81130375922130665712010-10-02T20:04:00.002-05:002010-10-02T20:45:10.070-05:00"New Tune"I have been playing Irish traditional music for almost 8 years now. I love it. For years, I was the annoying kid with the napkin "list" of tunes to learn and would hound anybody for a name or time to learn it. (Have I mentioned how grateful I am to the poor people that have to teach me??) I carried 'the List' around with me until my (then) dog chewed up the first half, and I admitted that I couldn't remember the names of most of them anyway... For me then, a "new tune" was a wonderful little jewel that I found/learned and looked at, turned in my hand, learned it by heart, and kept it in a bag in my memory. I still can't help feeling that way, actually, about tunes that people play, or I hear on recordings. <br /><br />However, more and more often my "new tunes" are little diddles that I've come up with. It is such fun. I hate to say that what I'm doing is "writing" them, (though I say it for brevity's sake), but after the first few I figured were pretty safe to say that I at least am the first to play them. (One of these reasons being that I apparently can't create a 4 beat measure/4 bar phrase to save my life, though it's both the meter and the model I'm using.) They're like little melodic puzzles, and geekily enough, theory exercises, that I hear my instrument playing. The more I do it, the more fascinating and addictive it gets. I don't think I'd rate them with any of the other tune writers I know, but it's become my "weekend off" activity. <br /><br />Hang with the dogs, swap witticisms with the roommate, and find a new tune. In honor of the season and level of humor, this week's was an exercise in tonality and modulation with melodically-implied chord structure. <br /><br />fun.sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-39980893000475101332010-09-29T13:54:00.006-05:002010-09-29T15:24:45.780-05:00"Better Safe Than Sorry:" A Gastronomical Clichéyou know, I've never really understood the term "comfort food." The concept of a "foodie" was explained to me a few years ago, and I'm still working on the relation to that one. I've known for years that I come from a family of (and am a classic example of) some of the most picky eaters I think I've ever met. In my case, I have worked hard to not be so, because there are too many things out in this world to experience (and wayyyy too many feelings to be hurt, especially in the area of food) to be bogged down in "I don't like it." In some areas, I can proudly say, though not to my credit at all--and a massive shout out here to Mr. Thomas Seaquist...--that I have in fact come to love a wide(r) range of food than I ever would have imagined I could have.<br /><br />That being said, I am still a terribly picky eater. The way I see it, there are two kinds of picky eaters: the hyper-sensitives and the overly imaginatives. Translation: those with a seemingly heightened awareness and perception of what they are eating, so that only the best combinations of things are "good," and those that have a really good, some might say "overactive," imagination, so that they talk themselves into imagining various foods in certain ways that cannot then be consumed--(raisins &etc., however beneficially flavorful, will always look like bugs to me.) If there was any doubt as to which category I fall in, that last should resolve it. Imagination has always been my weakness in many areas of my life, but that is a post to itself. I have also noticed that often "textural" eaters, those that have a problem eating substances based on texture alone, are predisposed to be in the imagination category as well, and I find that very interesting. Texture is also one of those things that more than nearly any other food issue is the hardest to overcome. ahem, I might know a little about that, too...<br /><br />Despite the direction this post is taking, I actually eat a lot. It's not varied much, and it's not very exciting, but I do eat quite a bit. even though I am a bit prone to forgetting it once I've made it, but that's the effect of being an utter space cadet as well. What has brought my attention to it most recently are the discussions I've listened to or participated in on wastefulness and "cootie" fear. I know (and am related to) some people who will do anything rather than throw out food, and I wholeheartedly agree, intellectually. Until it comes to the point where something of questionable age comes into question, or, as I'm dealing with now: reintroducing food after being a bit sick. I become extremely hesitant at all points, and it has confused me to no end for years. I, as the worst liar known to man, am actually reducing myself to <span style="font-style:italic;">lip-service</span> on something??? Ugh... makes me sick all over again. However, (since I've had quite a bit of time to think on it lately), I think I now understand.<br /><br />First of all, I'm not alone in this; many of the picky eaters I've watched lately, I find to be in the same boat. I no longer believe it to be lip-service. I simply think for some of us, it is that we can't risk losing something that we actually like, because there's not that much to begin with, and therefore losing anything means a substantial dip in the available variety. It wasn't until I considered eating again (this morning...) and actually went so far as to <span style="font-style:italic;">get breakfast</span>, but then proceeded to carry it around with me all morning with the thought, "I <span style="font-style:italic;">like </span>this--what if it makes me sick all over again? Ohmygoodness, ohmygoodness..." that it occurred to me what so many of us might be doing on a regular basis. "Better safe than sorry" ensures that we can still stand to eat, rather than face the horror of <span style="font-style:italic;">liking new things</span>. <br /><br />I also think about this a lot as I am doing research on a new diet plan that cuts out one of those areas for me: gluten. As I know more and begin to implement it, I'd like to create a discussion thread that covers it. I'm sure there are a lot of people going through similar things that something like that might help. Sure would me, and I can't find it... so, rule #2: <br /><br />if it's not there, create it.sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-63560947562083195602010-09-09T15:46:00.003-05:002010-09-09T18:06:10.074-05:00Dhyāna Series: Photo 7<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgEuKsXu53gVrkDtMMmoU4Bd9la046Ks1Ycp6oONADT3AJsfc3tf9tPazMaShowUEjaVc-rnMwTfIiPE4-a1q1s0TALMiEC7wXLg-nEB-RYbSQkGMQ6GAAPY9qYIQvTvoLPsbiFRXx2BzE/s1600/dhyana+7.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgEuKsXu53gVrkDtMMmoU4Bd9la046Ks1Ycp6oONADT3AJsfc3tf9tPazMaShowUEjaVc-rnMwTfIiPE4-a1q1s0TALMiEC7wXLg-nEB-RYbSQkGMQ6GAAPY9qYIQvTvoLPsbiFRXx2BzE/s400/dhyana+7.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5515018365962051986" /></a><br /><br />I am a TA for first time this semester, and I am beyond grateful every time I walk into the classroom or sit down to grade ninety-one assignments. I love hearing their hopes and dreams, their likes and dislikes, and lending a hand to address their concerns if I am able. (I do also on occasion feel like having oxygen handy wouldn't be a bad idea either, but ...)<br /><br />I love it. and these kids. and I wouldn't do anything else for the world.<br /><br />(also, loved finding out today that some old pop culture <a href="http://youtu.be/iPC5dQo_Rxk">references</a>, random though they might be, are still present in today's youth. Well, beyond old movie junkies like me, that is. "'We are all out of cornflakes - FU.' Took me 3 hours to figure out "FU" meant "Felix Unger.")sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-55144619812448998762010-08-25T22:28:00.002-05:002010-08-25T22:34:47.983-05:00Dhyāna Series: Photo 6<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqYyUnB_Ww41GAwQsE6SoxDTYKCpjBeKV2Nu48QtKjG7f9SlBCmHt0yOAnc9fOuNCb7SYQJLqrJoaN65ZR1metHIlnOdFu4OiRq87RAPNjXFbDnNp2WMM3Z-T0-ojk9nVUu4xVw12NEgo/s1600/IMG_7702-98.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqYyUnB_Ww41GAwQsE6SoxDTYKCpjBeKV2Nu48QtKjG7f9SlBCmHt0yOAnc9fOuNCb7SYQJLqrJoaN65ZR1metHIlnOdFu4OiRq87RAPNjXFbDnNp2WMM3Z-T0-ojk9nVUu4xVw12NEgo/s400/IMG_7702-98.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5509556807572285730" /></a><br /><br />Representing my two favorite times of day: rise and set. There is so much thought that can be applied to that image: beginning and end, circle of time/life, presence of mind, "nowness," impermanence, reflection and reality, awareness. It is a quiet more beautiful than silence for me and one time (either early or late, but both if possible) I reserve to appreciate in its wonder.sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-25990941269987927182010-08-24T06:55:00.002-05:002010-08-24T07:08:12.160-05:00Dhyāna Series: Photo 5Haven't posted one of these in a while. Life tends to fast forward at the end of the summer. As school begins, I want to get back on a regular rhythm and positive thoughts and peaceful situations need to be a part of it. <br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgA85AkS_uYGUXgDLbMc3UGee5gJrFtdYyQoar_PmUBqx0pWUhYI6HSlvAargvXlkd9eQKhSyrCH5-I7dnWGp17BeRaADKU_9QEZtCBb-NFUdV8MfIFQPM2yaLYXWghIsJ5rbGq2UWQL7c/s1600/IMG_7712-101.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgA85AkS_uYGUXgDLbMc3UGee5gJrFtdYyQoar_PmUBqx0pWUhYI6HSlvAargvXlkd9eQKhSyrCH5-I7dnWGp17BeRaADKU_9QEZtCBb-NFUdV8MfIFQPM2yaLYXWghIsJ5rbGq2UWQL7c/s400/IMG_7712-101.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508944245608246306" /></a><br /><br />I had the wonderful opportunity of experiencing New England for the first time. Lived on the water among the trees and played music all day long with great people who felt the same. As summer fades and academic-related stress begins yet again, I hold this moment in my mind. Scenery might be different, water might be missing, but the people are just as loved. <br /><br />Frame. <br />Focus. <br />*click*sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-19169532085863865422010-07-05T11:17:00.002-05:002010-07-05T11:23:03.065-05:00Dhyāna Series: Photo 4<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiVmYQfyYa4ef4mrcZRUinwGC8ongUiFXdlNF4zFCeF_3yXquTXYJWRUYutUfV86_l4MO1QL-c4fBISnekgwRU3rDsG0HnzwKZRYmRXGZEpYd-tVQjFeySLI87zOXtAYOeklqJaueEZN7c/s1600/Dhy%C4%81na+4.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiVmYQfyYa4ef4mrcZRUinwGC8ongUiFXdlNF4zFCeF_3yXquTXYJWRUYutUfV86_l4MO1QL-c4fBISnekgwRU3rDsG0HnzwKZRYmRXGZEpYd-tVQjFeySLI87zOXtAYOeklqJaueEZN7c/s400/Dhy%C4%81na+4.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490457593397488034" /></a><br /><br /><br />Discover the power of your own house and experience the joy of having beloved people over to cook for, play music, have conversation, overcome politeness: that is a valuable kind of peace.sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-70133826090320676502010-07-03T21:24:00.003-05:002010-07-03T22:27:50.389-05:00Dhyāna Series: Photo 3<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgIUHjg1kA2FICCWkzaHz-Ksu1uhR9eeYkWN0cl7XpHN0X-DozE-B_QArGpXFqOo3ExHpPmQwwIxkJkyKrO6qdeosMd8ACdHeqKOwlckgfPMv8dSaJ5q8Yinhec6P1lbimVBO0gpe6lgAE/s1600/Dhy%C4%81na+3.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgIUHjg1kA2FICCWkzaHz-Ksu1uhR9eeYkWN0cl7XpHN0X-DozE-B_QArGpXFqOo3ExHpPmQwwIxkJkyKrO6qdeosMd8ACdHeqKOwlckgfPMv8dSaJ5q8Yinhec6P1lbimVBO0gpe6lgAE/s400/Dhy%C4%81na+3.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489885928553691106" /></a><br /><br />The next door neighbors here have great joy in their yard. Their backyard is a jungle of all kinds of plants from this grape vine to palm trees to roses to "beautiful, but invasive ground-cover" gardened by those that obviously love each and every one. They care about the fate of a small plant's life, health, and prosperity. That, to me, is worthy of note.sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-41621487877646516832010-07-02T22:34:00.005-05:002010-07-03T21:24:46.289-05:00Dhyāna Series: IntroductionThere is a great deal going on in the world, and <a href="http://www.boston.com/bigpicture/2010/05/disaster_unfolds_slowly_in_the.html">close to home</a> that I (alone) can do <a href="http://dharmonia.blogspot.com/search?q=visualize+recovery">very little</a> about as a (currently) unemployed grad student but that disturbs me greatly. This is a series of photos that I am beginning in a centering effort to <span style="font-style:italic;">do something</span>, hopefully a little more toward peace and order in a world more and more of chaos and hate. <br /><br />(do feel free to correct cultural/informational/<span style="font-style:italic;">any</span> inaccuracies as I am a grasshopper in this) In Sanskrit, Dhyāna ध्यान, is a root word for varying forms of meditation, positive/negative and modified/traditional. A lovely article by <a href="http://www.shinzen.org/shinsub3/artZenSemantics.htm">Shinzen Young</a> sums up Patanjali's three levels of concentration as:<br /><br /><blockquote>Dhāranā: Attention wanders from the object and is brought back over and over again.<br /><br />Dhyāna: Attention on the object is effortless and continuous like an unbroken stream of oil.<br /><br />Samādhi: Attention is so complete that the yogi becomes the object!</blockquote><br /><br />Some of this hits a little too close for comfort in a number of ways. However, in one small way I offer as much as one photog can in this series of increasingly horrible events unfolding in our world. We may not be able to undo what we've done, and how many of us feel more and more agitated at the inability to effect change? Positive thinking is one thing. Prayer another. little as it may be or do universally, please accept a moment of peace and stillness as a reminder for ourselves. These are the first two photos I have designated in this series, and hopefully, the first of many:<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjwWuNElkGr0dHFdCAG8FNAkDdaa37Dl8e1N5Fm4ANMvJdaOqZS1puWT13Ic0_YNH6Wfo0DG9YjmPYcbgKBw1C7ZZAGPMG0TZUDqTQcNo4Al_fso3OTRDd1-7xHkod8VJf9gOpouTT94-E/s1600/dhy%C4%81na+1.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjwWuNElkGr0dHFdCAG8FNAkDdaa37Dl8e1N5Fm4ANMvJdaOqZS1puWT13Ic0_YNH6Wfo0DG9YjmPYcbgKBw1C7ZZAGPMG0TZUDqTQcNo4Al_fso3OTRDd1-7xHkod8VJf9gOpouTT94-E/s400/dhy%C4%81na+1.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489521241131546066" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhyz8GVb1lHwlbgKavELXolMbBkoV5L9MYp5Yg2TGgOscYnJh6SlaKspAyiXG91bMlafHGozlnrKZPPT9jDB_5Ldpu34NOcX1jikTIjo4tZUK_zzI9bDTbiuYGCCtpWw_f23AW2qOrenXY/s1600/dhy%C4%81na+2.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 286px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhyz8GVb1lHwlbgKavELXolMbBkoV5L9MYp5Yg2TGgOscYnJh6SlaKspAyiXG91bMlafHGozlnrKZPPT9jDB_5Ldpu34NOcX1jikTIjo4tZUK_zzI9bDTbiuYGCCtpWw_f23AW2qOrenXY/s400/dhy%C4%81na+2.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489524646198804018" /></a><br /><br />gassho and love to you all.sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-83374279725250035902010-06-23T13:46:00.002-05:002010-06-23T14:23:39.197-05:00"In the Frame"I've thought about it for a while and find myself more and more looking at the teaching lessons of life through the act of framing. Intentionality and accident; awareness and ignorance; containment and randomness; art and impassivity--all encompassed in our frames. As director Scorsese says about cinema: "It is a matter of what's in the frame and what's out," but more and more I see that applicable in my life as a whole. There is so much to be learned and taught through what is found in the frame. I would like this topic to now be reflected in this blog (might as well as I seem to go on and on about it so much anyway). Anyhow, more later. <br /><br />a few of my favorite quotes below:<br /><br />"Art consists of limitation. The most beautiful part of every picture is the frame."<br />Gilbert K. Chesterton <br /><br />"Each man should frame life so that at some future hour fact and his dreaming meet."<br />Victor Hugo <br /><br />"Humor expands our limited picture frame and gets us to see more than just our problem."<br />Allen Klein <br /><br />"Human life itself may be almost pure chaos, but the work of the artist is to take these handfuls of confusion and disparate things, things that seem to be irreconcilable, and put them together in a frame to give them some kind of shape and meaning."<br />Katherine Anne Portersunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-15918636701431840132010-05-28T12:13:00.010-05:002010-05-28T13:30:43.076-05:00Collaborative Quilt; Dedication QuiltOrdinarily, I am not much of a quilter. or, you might say, I suck at quilting, but very much enjoy sewing quilt tops. However, so many of the women in my family and lineage make very beautiful quilts; my grandmother, perhaps, most of all. For this reason, a number of years ago, I made a deal with her that if I finished the top, I could pass it on to her, and she would do the actual quilting. I thought of this as my "collaborative quilt" and thought it very exciting, even if I did underestimate the complexity of the pattern and the time it would take to complete such a goal. Well, an embarrassing number of years later, and my part of the deal remains unfinished, partly because each piece must be cut by hand and partly--more importantly--because my grandmother passed away a few years ago. Needless to say, it has been particularly difficult to work on since then, because I cannot help thinking of her when I do anything with it. The color design, sewing tips--nearly every bit of it, I learned from her and my mother, and all I have accomplished with it have been with both of them by me all the time. <br /><br />Now, with time passed, as I pick it up again, I realize how grateful I am for such strong memories and associations with this project. Who wouldn't want to be reminded of such remarkable women? But I cannot deny or avoid how the concept has unalterably changed. Instead of a "collaborative quilt," I have decided to remake the deal into my "dedication quilt." (Lord help me for the actual quilting... but one thing at a time.) It is the price we pay for loving people that they leave us, and times are ended, but that's part of what makes what is left behind so much more precious. I hope that in every continued step, her presence becomes more apparent. To clarify, I do not wish to make this project embody her life or everything she meant to me; that is a hell of an attempt and would be giving what is most precious to something that passes away. The Thing remains forever just a thing, but it is my intent to infuse a bit of my love and memories in the making of this object, then take them with me, though leaving a perceptible remnant for the enjoyment of others. I am a proponent of this in nearly every art form I participate in, from photography to (musical) performance to sewing, and continue to be amazed at the effectiveness and intensity of the experience, viewer and creator alike, with this method. <br /><br />Below, some pictures of my remarkable creative lineage that I hope to measure up to someday, if I'm lucky. I don't currently have a digitized copy of my grandmother at her quilting, but hope to soon:<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5su4_Fn_shAHc7K4ujKI5qulKWxGFSHmntD3oI6pcQ2t-VHrXzvhnDt4NaJxJLMZhnmDG-Gdcs0AI3-7Bx7zMIa_TDsxvEV3KWFkLeMgqx1-761XmAzwwVv4dnEBBD9KuNRsxNlUWKUM/s1600/Tootie,+Pop,+Nita.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 394px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5su4_Fn_shAHc7K4ujKI5qulKWxGFSHmntD3oI6pcQ2t-VHrXzvhnDt4NaJxJLMZhnmDG-Gdcs0AI3-7Bx7zMIa_TDsxvEV3KWFkLeMgqx1-761XmAzwwVv4dnEBBD9KuNRsxNlUWKUM/s400/Tootie,+Pop,+Nita.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5476386703925900018" /></a><br />**Grandmother and early family. <br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjvOi5-Y6OgoVx-5MCbNOmB6ClKSa25Ln4zSbZOA4GSBUF3GsYnfwt-FvewPZ-CMaFSITQFsiQqNAiGO19PCw17y5fdG6LPU_Hkd-b4ph9Xgr8Ngr6Cbj2PpAEFXf5nzyADcnAS89p0uMs/s1600/Three+Paschall+Generations.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjvOi5-Y6OgoVx-5MCbNOmB6ClKSa25Ln4zSbZOA4GSBUF3GsYnfwt-FvewPZ-CMaFSITQFsiQqNAiGO19PCw17y5fdG6LPU_Hkd-b4ph9Xgr8Ngr6Cbj2PpAEFXf5nzyADcnAS89p0uMs/s400/Three+Paschall+Generations.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5476386862779329474" /></a><br />**Three generations; four crafties.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiGL2DTxlXqj80tTT0IGOq-gC0IjcyBwvpcl-MqvB848BIBF4CGLhhzU74_mIVJxqzTgHE0PUPDh3aEYZpLXqgUvSbFYU9_aibB-gTi-6RBavLHZzv75upQlK31P3UP5jiTJWzdFTIrHEs/s1600/Nita-Lou+with+Fabric+Pieces.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiGL2DTxlXqj80tTT0IGOq-gC0IjcyBwvpcl-MqvB848BIBF4CGLhhzU74_mIVJxqzTgHE0PUPDh3aEYZpLXqgUvSbFYU9_aibB-gTi-6RBavLHZzv75upQlK31P3UP5jiTJWzdFTIrHEs/s400/Nita-Lou+with+Fabric+Pieces.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5476386979297477954" /></a><br />**My beloved Aunt passing on the tradition!sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-27921569396283947552010-05-25T12:01:00.003-05:002010-05-25T12:16:19.478-05:00Storm ChasographyWell, successfully completed the first foray into storm photography. Hopefully more to come with my beloved <a href="http://drsarge.posterous.com/">shutterbuddy</a>. I've loved storm chasing for quite a while, but never considered photographing until recently with such great travel companions. Last night's first adventure just happened to be the <span style="font-style:italic;">most perfect </span>conditions and ended up with a number of addictive subjects caught on film between the two of us, and now I must admit: hook, line, sinker; I'm gone, especially after several lottery images like these:<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqPi2WPelKVGpbNkwzZdamEEH_vkYdwWvU6SH1ucZmyrUJIfgcmHxoyKQsfXShPxgcKudzWph4gGEu4BU-ujZ4-iH3iThDwvUkGmyb-W7d4HnUeEIU5tLmA0N61DVn-rkurcKxa4vz98Q/s1600/IMG_1446.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqPi2WPelKVGpbNkwzZdamEEH_vkYdwWvU6SH1ucZmyrUJIfgcmHxoyKQsfXShPxgcKudzWph4gGEu4BU-ujZ4-iH3iThDwvUkGmyb-W7d4HnUeEIU5tLmA0N61DVn-rkurcKxa4vz98Q/s400/IMG_1446.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5475256132486134770" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg95l9T9r4g-ECiWFST9iY9evKbARrFD_3oQ5mR3tG5ai3K2YPbomQMKjOmoFI8dW_Ke0eOa_aIhDUkCbYUe5yEuu5O15cNFmCNzD4Y8wNwLWsok5eOPeL4vSxZWx0nZy-9dMylgzLpBA8/s1600/IMG_1460.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg95l9T9r4g-ECiWFST9iY9evKbARrFD_3oQ5mR3tG5ai3K2YPbomQMKjOmoFI8dW_Ke0eOa_aIhDUkCbYUe5yEuu5O15cNFmCNzD4Y8wNwLWsok5eOPeL4vSxZWx0nZy-9dMylgzLpBA8/s400/IMG_1460.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5475257568292008610" /></a>sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111752660225244263.post-44292807798931309512010-04-15T15:38:00.002-05:002010-04-15T15:43:54.544-05:00Murphy descends to next level of hellTaking the one hour available, after nodding off in three of the most interesting classes it has ever been my pleasure to attend, to catch up on a little sleep in the hope to function for subsequent class/study session/rehearsals. and the phone rings off the hook the <span style="font-style:italic;">entire time</span>. <br /><br /><br />Low blow, Murphy, low blow...sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10890629106218775794noreply@blogger.com0